Monday, June 29, 2020

Week 44: Tahiti-> Toronto -> Calgary -> Lethbridge!

As they say in Calgary: Hello!

So as many may know or suspect, I got sent home from Tahiti at the very end of March due to Covid. I was happy to go and had a wonderful time at home, with family and friends. It was by far the easiest part of my mission and I'm gonna guess it will end up being the easiest part. It was very difficult leaving again, though, and I wasn't too excited, but I got reassigned to the Canada Calgary mission! I left last week, and have officially hit my one week mark here (10 months on my mission!)

My companion is from Nova Scotia which is hype as people love that we are both Canadian. It's rare. He is visa waiting for the States but has been here 8 months. I got in the car and asked where our sector was... 2 hours south in Lethbridge! My mom had predicted that exactly which is kind of insane. 

My first night was very challenging and I wanted to go home. The classic "what did I get myself into, why did I come (back)" but since then it's been okay! My anxiety has been sooo much better than in Tahiti and it'll continue to get better with adjustment. I'm less anxious after one week here, than I was 6 months in Tahiti! I think the at home reset, technology and culture make it way easier! Unpacking the first night also helped a lot.

As far as the area, not a lot is going on. We don't teach very much and we are really trying to find some new people. We've also been trying to visit members, old people and people that don't come to church as often.  It's hard with covid restrictions. The members I have met though are so awesome! The whole mission vibe and what we do is super different. It's been way more chill, but not time wasting which is nice. Every hour we do something good, just those things are easier lol. Days are easier here.  And we get fed every night just like Tahiti! So hype I still don't have to cook! We also are starting the French program in the Calgary mission, so we are trying to get that set up and I even taught in french to the hypest Congolese guy! I was so happy to use my french here and am excited to set up a language program in a mission! 

Some of you may be asking what we do in the day here? Well we study quite a bit, we hit people up, we teach, we go for walks (the Coulees here are beautiful and I find that bridge so cool!), we contact on facebook, make posts, and do lots of services! This past week we've volunteered at a food bank, soup kitchen, painted a deck fence, done some weeding, handed out Father's day treats,  and other smaller things. I've loved doing service and making people's lives a little easier. 

Last fun thing is that I had lunch with an elder (Kearl) who served in Tahiti! He was passing through, hit us up, and we had pizza in a park! 

The one sad thing is that I haven't been able to wish on any stars as it's still bright at like 10!

To conclude, I've been thinking a lot about the statement "I can do it." Everyone says this statement is correct and we can do anything but I don't think that's true. I think "I can do it" is wrong. I can't do a lot. The wrong part of the statement though, isn't the can or can't, it's the "I". I cant do everything. But luckily it is literally NEVER "I". With God, Christ, Angels, support from friends and family, it is always WE. So I've changed my way of thinking that statement to a way that is always true: "we can do it." And that's a statement I think is always true. I didn't think I could come.back on a mission which brought so many trials my first time.out. I didn't think I could do it. But with all those supports, I am doing it. And it's going pretty alright. 

I love you guys! Have a great week :)

Elder Fiore

1.President Keung, Elder Moses, Me, Sister Keung
2. Holding the lethBRIDGE
3. Zemenfes and ice cream sandwhiches
4. soup kitchen!
5. (Tying to) Change a flat tire









Mom's note: some more pics I thought I would include:

Arriving in Calgary:



Soup Kitchen 


His apartment :





Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Week 30.5: Roller Coaster

So I wasn't going to write a group email this week because I was assuming id be home by next week, but now im not too sure. This week has been a rollercoaster of emotions to say the least. 

So quarantine has been better and worse than I expected. I have been way less anxious and realized a lot of my anxiety actually came with how hard missionary work is and wasn't all about home and being far. Now that days are nothing, I dont wake up super anxious or have problems in the morning. But quarantine has also been hard haha. Days feel so long and I get tired of activities so fast. Studying is nearly impossible in these circumstances and I study less now than before. We try and play games, study a bit, and got our hands on a mini projector which has been clutch for movies I had on a USB that doesn't work on our mini DVD players.But multiple times a day we just sit and look into blank space, chatting a bit, and stressing. 

Days are also filled with lots of speculation, news updates and gossip. I can confidently say that our mission hasn't handled this well. Their strategy of silence for the full first week of quarantine hasn't been my favourite. Ive heard all my news from my mom, other missionary moms, other elders, and members. Ive been receiving and passing news like crazy. Its kinda fun but so stressful. So much news has been indicating home, and then calls that say otherwise, and then a news article that seems to confirm home, and then a text that points away from that. Its been horrible.

Some mission updates:
-Tahiti restarted a more serious quarantine for 15 days on top of the 5 we had already started. They predict it'll be longer
-All outer island missionaries here (30) got flown in this weekend and are staying at temple housing
- All missionaries going home April and may are leaving this week
- Some french sisters are stuck
- We still have to get dressed up in white shirts, get up at 6 and shave daily (as if. I laughed when I read that in a text we got)
-Tahiti went from 3 to 11 cases in a day and started a panic
 
So I think, based on a call that caused a mini panic attack, we are waiting out the Tahiti quarantine for 13 more days, and then waiting out the planes being cancelled for 15 more on top of that. So stuck in our apartment. Dont know how we will do it haha i hate this. I just want to go home at this point instead of staying in this torturous state. We are all struggling hard. At least its not just me I guess! 

Im still hoping (and praying) we will just be sent home asap instead of "waiting it out". I don't care about being "safer" here. What a joke.

But as this is meant to be motivational ill end with a cheeky spiritual thought. We were all stressing hard and decided the only thing to do was a house Book of Mormon read. As we read I felt a peace come over me I Hadn't felt at all in a few days of stress. Heavenly father gives us things to help us through difficult times and the Book of Mormon is one of those tools. It has been hard, but I've been able to find a little bit of comfort through the little bit of BOM study I manage. I know the book is true and brings comfort and peace. I also finished the book this week and had been highlighting references to the Godhead (God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost). Out of 531 pages, only 23 had no highlights. The Book of Mormon truly testifies of Christ and is a book centered on Him and God. I quite like that book.

Anyway, hope everyone has a fantastic week probably chez vous. Enjoy wifi for me and ill enjoy my camera I take pics of emails with. the elder who owns all the houses games is leaving too so that should be fun (not actually).

Love 

Elder Fore 

The Homecoming!

 To say we were excited is an understatement! I spoke with Zach that morning before he left: We were all anxiously awaiting at the airport! ...